VYNELA (หนังสือภาษาอังกฤษ) THE WAY I USED TO BE / THE WAY I AM NOW (THE WAY I USED TO BE #1-2) — AMBER SMITH

THE WAY I USED TO BE (#1) : Publisher: Rock the Boat ISBN: 9780861546732 Number of pages: 384 Weight: 338 g Dimensions: 197 x 130 x 27 mm New York Times bestseller! In the tradition of Speak, Amber Smith's extraordinary debut novel “is a heart-twisting, but ultimately hopeful, exploration of how pain can lead to strength” (The Boston Globe). Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didn’t change who she was. But the night her brother’s best friend rapes her, Eden’s world capsizes. What was once simple, is now complex. What Eden once loved—who she once loved—she now hates. What she thought she knew to be true, is now lies. Nothing makes sense anymore, and she knows she’s supposed to tell someone what happened but she can’t. So she buries it instead. And she buries the way she used to be. Told in four parts—freshman, sophomore, junior, and senior year—this provocative debut reveals the deep cuts of trauma. But it also demonstrates one young woman’s strength as she navigates the disappointment and unbearable pains of adolescence, of first love and first heartbreak, of friendships broken and rebuilt, all while learning to embrace the power of survival she never knew she had hidden within her heart. THE WAY I AM NOW (#2) : Publisher: Rock the Boat ISBN: 9780861546824 Number of pages: 432 Dimensions: 198 x 129 x 31 mm The anticipated sequel to the internationally bestselling TikTok sensation The Way I Used To Be. There was a time, the darkest of times, when Eden thought the only person who could save her was Josh. He was everything that was good in the world - a trusting heart, a loving touch, a kind smile. But he was never meant to be her saviour. Eden had to do that on her own. Now Eden has started college and faced up to her rapist, it seems like they might finally be in the right place at the right time to make a relationship work. But as the trial that will determine if Eden gets the justice she deserves looms, opening unhealed wounds, can their love withstand the pressure?